I'm tired of this bullsh*t. How do I find friends?

I'm fourteen. Homeschooled. I haven't had any friends in two years because my mom pulled me away from school. Every sociable activity I have with other kids has to be at church, but NONE of these kids like me or I like them because of how they act (which is like whiny little pathetic teenagers who that poop their hormones and have to flirt with everybody.) I am nice to them and they like me, but then they find a new best friend the next week. A guy liked me and I liked him too but he decided I wasn't good enough for him when he saw another girl, which really hurt me. My parents always go on about how I neeeed to be active in church and in nothing more, but I don't have anything in common with these kids. They think I am friends with these kids. I listen to total different music than all the kids I've met, I dress differently, I have different dreams and goals, I find more to life than trying to make boys kiss and eat my *ss. I know I sound mean and you're probably thinking "Why would anybody want to be friends with this chick in the first place?!" But truth is, I'm extremely lonely and overwhelmed and I'm on my last resort of being that way. I really think I will break out crying if I don't meet kids I have stuff in common with. Please help me.